4.

Sad today. I've always thought of New Year's as a pretty big thing, a good indication of what the rest of that year will be like. Ok fine that might be a bit silly or whatever, and yeah okay realistically not necessarily true. But I don't know, for me there's something really quite special about New Year's, maybe its the fresh start, clean slate thing. Anyway, this past year has been a bit sort of mixed up, the last few months have been a bit shit and I've been looking forward to the New Year as a new start, a way of putting all the horribleness of the last few months behind my and move forward, with the good of this year. Well, I'm not too sure if that's going to be the case. Looks as though 2011 won't be quite what I hoped it to be. Maybe it's just a case of learning to deal with things a bit better, rather than getting in a tizzy over things.
Mleh. Sucky year.
<3